Message From Mom:
My boys have been missing for 24 and a half years. Funny, missing is a term that just does not begin to describe the situation. They are not missing. I did not put them somewhere and just forgot where they were like a set of keys or a pair of sunglasses. My children were purposefully and cruelly TAKEN from their mother and are being KEPT from their mother and their mother’s family. This was not something I or they would have ever wanted. This is not something I or hopefully they will ever accept.
24 and 1/2 years later I still have nightmares in which my children call my name and I can’t get to them or I can’t find them no matter how or what I try. 24 and 1/2 years later some child’s voice or the way they smile at their mother can still reduce me to tears. 24 and 1/2 years later I can still notice a child across the park or see a young adult getting into a car and wonder what my children are doing now. Does CJ still love animals and want to help look after his baby brother? Is CJ still so bright and so affectionate? Does Billy still have that fascination with anything with wheels and that steal your heart smile when he is into something he isn’t supposed to be. Does Billy have his driver’s license now? Did he ever learn to slow down? Are they happy, do they know I love them , do they know I have never stopped looking for them? I can’t.